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goodbear is a bit bajigity…
February 8, 2009, 5:49 pm
Filed under: life, love, nature, weather | Tags: , , ,

sunday morning on my street…

snowpalmso i was walking pickles this morning.  admiring the snow but not feeling cold. just walking along.  skipping the perky songs on the ipod; stopping on the “why does my heart feel so bad” and the “wonderwall” type crybaby songs.  thinking this:

what’s going on with goodbear?  is she maudlin?

goodbear has spent the last few hears in a happy, furry bubble.  single.  having fun with her dogs.  forsaking romance.  that type of stuff.  convinced she’s happier than all the married people that are fighting all the time or don’t have the freedom to do their “stuff” anymore.

but twice this week goodbear has dreamed she was in love.  she dreamed she met someone and was thinking…in the foolish, fanciful, farcical dream…”i think i could love this guy.”

so there you have it.  i don’t believe in love, ….but apparently my subconscious does.   and i have a love/hate relationship with my subconcious.  i mostly just ignore it, but i think it’s trying to take over.

goodbear needs a project…


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Not to ignore your very serious subconcious struggle, but the palm tree with a snowy background is a great shot. All it is missing is a hawk on the power line.

Comment by Dave & Hannah

On a Sunday morning sidewalk,
I’m wishing, Lord, that I was stoned.
‘Cause there’s something in a Sunday
That makes a body feel alone.
And there’s nothing short a’ dying
That’s half as lonesome as the sound
Of the sleeping city sidewalk
And Sunday morning coming down.

~Kris Kristofferson (best sung by JC, of course)

Comment by M. Tornado Puppy

johnny cash?

it looks good on my blog, too. fits a bit, don’t it?

Comment by goodbear

yeah, Johnny Cash. and it’s a perfect match.

Comment by M. Tornado Puppy

When I used to get in moods like that, I would spend all my time listening to Berlin and The Cure and stuff like that. The “sad” soundtrack is always more compelling than the “happy” one, isn’t it?

Comment by Dennis the Vizsla

Sorry I’m late. Did you find a project yet?

Comment by lavenderbay

projects: i have shoot sunday, and an agilty trial i can photograph saturday. but the main thing: i am having a gathering, so i have to clean my house. plus, i seemed to snap out of it on monday. i’m feeling more like myself again.

Comment by goodbear

Good to hear it! And I agree, there’s nothing like inviting people over to get me to do housework.

Comment by lavenderbay

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